I only love hIm

Monday, September 19, 2011 ; 5:49 AM?

Baby , i love you so.

Days past fast, and is my first day of intern.
Spend half of the way waiting, and as we wait something challenging came along the way - our homework in 3 days time.

Oh well, reflecting back to Life...
We spend much of our time waiting isn't it?
While waiting, we find it boring nothing to do, some gg thr the roller coaster emotions, while a few choose to do something useful to fill up the time.

Sometimes, when the wait is too long and we are alr use to the waiting.
Something exciting or happening would pop up and stir our mood all of a sudden. If is good, then congrats! But if is not, then I'm sorry.

No matter how long is the wait..: question is... Is the wait worthwhile?
While waiting, what are you doing?
Even way before the wait moment started and u knw u are waiting...
What plan do you have to make sure what u are waiting for will happen or what are you doing to fill up the waiting moment?

Similary, to u. Shd I wait?
On the second thought let go is always beta.
On the thrid thought, maybe I shd just revolved ard u whenever u need help. And help u silently. Be easily contented like in sec sch... And don't think further. Start my gear again at a contented speed. Perhaps that would benefit me more.
At least I can prep the mood how is it like to fall for a per again, at the same
Time w less expectation equals to less hurt.

Unless, u make any move one day to assure me that I can go further more w u. If not I will just be on safe guard , be contented, and help u silently.

Either wait for ur assurance move or wait till the feeling I had for u to fade away totally.
While waiting, I know I will just help u silently :)

Tuesday, May 20, 2008 ; 6:57 AM?

Baby , i love you so.

Next monday is O level CHINESE!!
ohs my lord!
hmms. bless me ,wont you?
bless that i will get A1 just at one go,ehs?
only then i can focus on other subject!!
hahs!wads so funny about man.. im still seating down here and blog and hvnt really drill up yet.
i ask many ppl, how they revise for thir o lvl chinese. According to my so call survey,most of them said that they nv study,expect only for revising the Format for paper one -.-"
wad am i gona do then?
hms. i am gona do abit of newspaper read up just in case i chose the quesiton on news report writting for paper one.
next, keep on doing assesment, actaully,in my opinion, chinese is just like math, need to pratice ders.hahs. i scared i will be lazy, so i do my mock exam seriously.
well, except for today , i sleep halfway wake up and do, sleep halfway wake up and do -.-
luckily i still can get a 39 out of 70,it was not very good or it's what i want though.
But im sick todae alright, i got headache, and puke =(
hms.come back to topic. and then i will read newspaper too see how ppl write an excellent compo.
and lastly, read up those profound idioms for chinses. yan yu and cheng yu =)
hahas.
yeah~~
heys guys got to stop blogging here lers...
hahas.

tried~~sick~~

my dearest baby,kuku,
haish . sigh sigh
do u understand my hard work?
i just wana u to be pink in health,
i nv mean it when i gona say i dun mind seeing you if it can help u smoke less.
i mind, but if that really works, im willing sacrifice. might sounds very noble. but it's not for the sake of all those noble
telling the whole world "i noble, i sacrifice myself, if my dear dun smoke , i dun mind not seeing him,noble hors?" IS NOT THAT alright.
it's really saddening and hurts, when i see or even knw the way u try to harm urself!!
oks y dearest kuku, try to smoke and drink less hao bu hao?hao ma? =(
tatas =D

Sunday, December 23, 2007 ; 9:50 AM?

Baby , i love you so.

though u look abit similar like my shagua.
but then . sorry . you are always u .
him is always .this's the reality . the fact.
nobody can chg it.
neither will i decieve myself too.
i knw . no matter how much ur charac, or att or in terms of anything, how much is it equivalent to him . i will nv fall in love with you .
because like i said .it's the reality u are still u .
him is still him
and beside, my heart is still lock for him
i wont allow anyone to enter my heart ,unless he had no longer in my heart, only by then i can open my heart .

Thursday, December 06, 2007 ; 9:36 AM?

Baby , i love you so.

I LOVE THE DAY AT TOA PAH YOH WITH YOU.
I LOVE THE DAY PLAYING POOL WITH U . I WLL BUCK UP AND WE WILL PLAY AGAIN =D

stupid leg . sometimes doesnt seems to be moving at all .
im not suppose to take up any alcholic. cuz im sick
if i took my condition will go worst. my old symptoms will replease.
but i dun care. im gona drink.
since he wont allow me to go for smoke.
drink drink and drink till i drunk.
they say what worst is not you can drink is you can dirnk but u wont get drunk >.<

true jess will shows up only at night
on her bed . starring black at the window and tears start rolling down
she's no longer herself . no more.
her sawchiu dun even know who the hell she is now. she would just say.
"i dun understand u,no more. u arent the jessie i used to know,no more "
she smile and laugh. but broken smiles and laughter of sadness.
she kept pulling herself thr, but she realise she's stepping backward instead of forward.
each step she takes on ,was like dragging kgs of stones.
the rain seems not to wash away her sadness but it spikes like million of needles into her heart.the sunrays of the sun shone in her life, but seems to be covered by dark clouds.
the wind doesnt seems to be able to blow the dark clouds away.
she lied to herself. telling herself to be jovial, stay strong, but doesnt seems to work .
her eyes seems to only reveal sadness. she learn to be optimistic every now and then .
but the thunder storm just kept on storming and give lightings. that she lost her ways .

Just so who is she now?
where's JESSIE?!
do you know her still?
NO, i dun know. NOT even i myself who called JESSIE
know too . help me.FIND BACK JESSIE, and only one per might be able to do it.
yeah' it's her beloved ones.

i always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone.
When you walk away I count the steps that you take

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
Wherever i go , there's traces of our memories and strenches of ur smell that doesnt seems to be able to fade away.

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah. ohs boy. i need to hear ur words and get me thr the day and make it ok .
I MISS YOU

Thursday, November 29, 2007 ; 7:48 AM?

Baby , i love you so.

todae went to petir court.
memories keep playing .
the bear and the necklce seems not to be levaing .
when it wana lost, it's back
wads that?
heaven's will ?
its just so conditracting.

[[ shagua . sians. gona work at bakery. yeah!! if u really work at the bakery . then good. cuz that might be ur very small first step towards ur SWINGBY liaos. hahs .im sure you can do it der bahhs. JIAYOOUS! XD <3]]

Miss JessY

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer ~~CompliCAted~~
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE

HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone

JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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Herr words___ Y

She Wish to say this to him..
Baby, i love you so.
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Cause I didn’t know you
Cause I didn’t know me
But If I knew everything
Id never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think
You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and
it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together
but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
Is this so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody better

DarliNg,please remember,
im always here for you
whatever at stake,
whereever you go,
im always here.
I will lend you my listening ear.
I will lend you my shoulders when time get rough on for you.br> I had always wana enter every corner of ur heart to tell you i love you,and know everything of yours.
Plsease do remember
im always here for you =)

I LOVE MY BOY
YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FORYOU.

??????Y

SinnoMemoro I and II had ended.
SinnoMemoro II story was a short and beautifull one
Every now and then She is pinning on for last part of SinnoMemoro story,
A last part which would be a long lasting and more beautful than ever.
Will She?
THE HAPPY MOMENTS

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It might just a be a few pieces of pictures.But every piece of it, content with many hidden different unforgettable memories.

11 oct 2007
I wish upon the cherrish fairy
let him love him me once more
give me a chnace to love him right again
my life's a mess. i cant do without him.

She Needs a Smile =) Y

JournEyY

The Past Y

May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
May 2008
September 2011

My Songs Y

Every Single Song she wrote in here.is especially for someone.
XIANG AI DE YUE DING
Xiang Kan Ni
Que Zhi neng zai yi pang qiao qiao de kan
bu rang ni kan dao wo
mian de ni gan shang

dou shuo hao le
hai mei dao wo men de yue ding na tian
zhi hao zuo peng you

bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
dan ni you ni de li you
wo bu she de, dan you liang jie de shuo xia le
ni liu gei wo yi ge wei wan zheng de meng

wo de xing yi zhi bu ting de zai ku qi
ying wei wo zhi dao ni hai she ai wo de
suo yi wo yong ni de ai
lai liao wo de shang kou

wo ai ni,xiang yao zai ci he ni yi qi
suo yi wo xiang xing ni.
suo yi wo yuan yi deng.

wo de xin men yong yuan wei ni da kai
ci shi, ci ke,
wo hui zai zhe li, deng dai,qi dai.
ni hui dao wo sheng bian
zai ci tou jing ni de huai bao li

qing ji de
wo men xiang ai de yue ding.

Miss Jess,Her Life,Her Girlfriends.

they are da best . no one beats them i simply love them. thanks for being my friends =D =D =D

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